I’m struggling with my words today. Not physically, but mentally trying to find some to scribble out here today.
I’ve committed to myself that for a while I will write every day. Butt in the chair (or couch or bed). Keys on the keyboard. Just do it.
I like to write. It’s just one of those things that works for me.
Usually I have a ton of things rolling around in my head that I want to say. And for the most part, it is usually better when I get it out of my head and on paper (or in this case on the screen). But today not so much.
It’s been a better week all in all. Every single day there seems to be progress in the area of my face.
The fatigue. Well, that is a whole ‘nother matter. I have been managing to get up and be somewhat productive in mornings but the afternoons are full of West Wing marathons, reading, and browsing around on the internet in between naps. I know, it’s a rough life. And I won’t complain as I’m all about accepting this season and learning to be still.
But today the fatigue is making me mentally tired too. A little foggy if you will, so the words aren’t flowing like they usually do.
I honestly don’t think I realized how truly tired I have been over recent months. It isn’t until I actually slowed down that things began to catch up with me. Maybe that’s why I have been so afraid to slow down – because I wasn’t sure I’d ever get going again if I stopped!
But each day is better, and I know I will find my groove again. My pace may be a little slower and my smile a little awkward but it will come.
In the meantime, it’s Friday! So here’s a little something that made the kids and I smile!